### Discovery Cycle AKA Crescent Moon In-ward Path Ideology  

Curved Crescent Moon Ideology.

a curved disc shape, cyclical, but not of circles, of this particular shape, is different than cyclical as gravity is encoded. gravity relates to processing of time, eras, each person’s gravitational pull affects their cycle and rhythym of perceiving, receiving, part of the universe. not in a beautiful but factual way, realist way.

does that expansion of mind only come around, and is only offered to the life once? deep seated hunger, timing of stars aligned to have an opportunity to break through a seam, to have the personal space and allowance to dream, drive, and embody. fully. only once? knowing it is a state of which you could enter, but did not fully have it press on to encode the baseline thoughts of a mind, require dna born from a hearts desire to do so, will the same ever be reached again? or can it be sought out or not?

Fallen in instability . purpler cracked wood to my right, where my arms would rest.

I have believed these cycles act in 4-year time spans. For all of my life seems to have been defined by a series of 4-year periods; 2016-2020, 2012-2016, 2008-2012, and now 2020-2024. Each cycle warrants a period or pressured revolution for environment change, due to possibly unpaid emotional debts to friends and those around me, due to possible lack of borders. Ultimately, these cycles have happened the past 3 4-year cycles, ending in a purging and form of reduction that allows for knowledge gathering and ascension from which the experiences of the cycle built me up. The first year that follows acts as discovery, freedom to pick and appoint new versions of self to stage, but mostly based out of confusion and pure (mostly) unwarranted desire. The 2 years that follow entertain these new parts of self, while choosing to diminish old parts of self that are rotting and hindering of the new, where the last 1.5 years are filled with passionate love-making to a mostly newly constructed version of self.

But looking back, I found the creation of my first internet persona to be a considerable marker as well, one that lasted 7 years, not 4.
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