Interruptions in character

change and growth take time
why are you still latching on to me and holding me from becoming who i want to be

interruptions in my character
disruptions to my means of expression
becoming
always becoming really, never arriving
i still chase it, and fear that the holdings of my past, the remnants of me that live on, sqiash to become, that’s what I believe
its a continual process, and to really envelop in it you must be separated, left alone to adopt your truths

i can be that super aware, down to earth, in touch w reality dude
i can be that livin in his own world dude too
how they gonna know?

obsessing over ur image never works
it gets in ur head and u doubt, never satisfied

when I’m at the peak of every aspect of my life,  I value myself when i look for a partner as if im  still peaked in every category