Lorimer

dropped my macbook air
it hurt
showed me i was attached
helped me to acknolwedge
and move past
from connection to immateriality

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keep myself to a higher standard because that’s only way you become greater and greater
but maybe my metric of whats great, what i see in most influential people, is not greatness but only one form of it
u don’t press me. and I’m able to live with my shallower thoughts. or less explainible to me or you
being with somone like this with trust. is a lot. very important. but its not everything. that’s the hardest pill to swallow.

lorimer is a special place…

When there’s love there isnt as much urgency. or chase. more fulfillment. but also maybe a stunt for whats greater.
i was really disconnected. pressed by time now. saved me for tapas banquet saving me again now

the wandering, more precious life. potentially more aimless than the “futile” pursuit of greatness

removed from others
it was 76% there.
fool to let it go,? or is lust and love that intertwined

the reality of the conversation is really more repetitive than it seems
the reality of the situation is really more cyclical than it seems