Misunderstood

eclectic
without belonging
without notice

I know the best qualities of myself, the best moments of myself, the best characteristics and values i’ve held other the years
I’m uncertain of how I’m perceived
I’m uncertain of how to stay excited how to stay with my best qualities
to stay with the parts of myself I enjoy the most displaying

song helps
belching my bellows my fears my wants my conflicts my belonging

I feel so out of place, like the skills that I have, my thoughts and ideas, are diminishing from lack of practice, lack of use,
its frustrating to know i should belong, i know i should have made it, and some people see it, but some people don’t

Who am I ?

Reminding myself, that Definition Ruins Immersion