No Power

even when your lights go out
no power in the building
hovered over an iphone flash light
holding on for dear life to your mobile hotspot
and you load up a youtube video
why can’t the ads take a break
don’t they know ive got nothing else?

Seriously empty. not even able to see beauty in things around me, couldn’t say i was good at that. 
Room eleven. Starting off as not believing my own thoughts, but far from it. 
ow, my ankle is fragile. it hurts when i step into the marked up concrete. 
but this is what i chose over sitting in silence. no power at home.