psyche

my whole psyche is built upon honesty
i have betrayed my heart. i do not have romance for sha. i look anxiously at other women.

poisoned by my first love
poisoned by my parents and their love
now am i cursed by sha?
to think back on it
moments of thinking is building something up from nothing through communication better than finding something at this joint level better? no. i think we were truly different. not a match. just happened to each other.
it hurts when i know its true
it just hurts when it feels as you broke her heart
can’t take more hurt
is that burden on me?
i wasn’t ready to take it
i shouldn’t have taken it