Running through colors
i speak upon this,
again and again,
right now i havent any clarity
of where Iām going or who i am
who i wanted to be consisted
of intentionality, ownership, honor, and genuine, clarified joy
where i once was, enamoured by immersion, solution, and creation
hyper-activity and proactivity to attractiveness
separately, i consume
deadness and lack of enthusiasm to not be attractive
definition ruins immersion
and yet i continue to rewrite these same overarching ideas of how i see my life at certain moments
with the Yeoman, there was much clarity
even beyond the goal of bonding the team, even beyond preparing for the tournament
it came from forming our identity
based upon an ephemeral, seeming immortal being,
where ancient ruins met cyber lines
i equate walking to columbus courts, walking to brooklyn pier, a breeze in my face and the expectations of true
relaxing to genuine bliss.
seeing others, feeling like i belonged to this established intimacy and intellect, addicting and extremely supportive.
to know how to just do things you must knonw proper traidtions first, because only then can you innovate.