Soul Again and Again

the beginning of all shortcomings is believing that something will last forever
realize that we are better at doing one big things
rather than more smaller things, dragged out. aka shows

i cannot create a religion for myself
but i can discover the mythology of myself
coming in and out
am i unsure of what faltered my motion, which causes me to shut down? that feeling of drowned and slowness in mind with no truth…………. IT’SALL based on dishonesty
always based on dishonesty.

i mean i wish i could do it over again. see things differently. say some things differently.

with basketball the form lends itself to certain movements that will always come with time and will feel right when you operate in those forms.