where i feel i can be vocal, where i can uplift myself through vocal support towards others and physical movement
being comfortable in the ways i compliment, knowing it’ll be positively impactful
aware of social expectations in playing, and really playing with self, but also seeing how others play

its the same cyclical movement, analyzing and being aware of your imperfections, reacting to them, seeing how you know you could have played better

your reaction to mistakes
to wins
to losses
to feeling useless
yo feeling burdened
to feeling like yourself
to feeling not like your self

explanations for one’s view of self and change, life’s gambles