fighting myself, every day is a struggle against my own intuition and habitual behavior. a battle against my way of thinking. constantly searching for new thought, constantly searching for a slow unsettling to measure movement and “growth”. every day I choose to try and rewrite the mental connections instilled in me to form newer and stronger ones, more influential, more rooted in sureness and curiosity, staying away from pleasureful stillness, intoxication, and immaturity.